December 30th, 2012
|12:22 pm - Dream interpretation.. anyone good at it?|
So I came home (house I grew up in) to find my mother and oldest sister clearing off and taking away my storage crates to give away (sell?) to someone. I am angry with mom, and sister for taking it away and ask them why, they respond basically because it's well organized and easy to clear off. I get angry because there are fragile/breakable/things that shouldn't be put together and try and explain. They see my point, but do it anyway, kind of an "oh well, you deal with it". So all my things are now crammed on top of an already somewhat full dresser/desk. And the storage cubes are moved out.
The person they gave it to, turns out is a client of mine (in professional life) who's children in the dream, 3 boys (possibly representing my nephews), were playing on the top bunk of a bunk bed in my room. For some reason there was a dresser on my bed that they were climbing on.
I noticed they were breaking one of the drawers. And the mom noticed me catching them in the act, and spoke up to call her children away to leave (rush off without saying anything about the broken drawer). I pick up the boy who broke the shelf and show him what he had done. Explain to him that it was wrong to break, and to be more careful/aware of what he was doing, and send him on his way.
His mom apologized and then ran off.
They presumably left and I started yelling at my mom about how I needed more storage space and a new dresser now because it was broken by the people who they gave my shelves to.
My mom goes outside to the yard for a brief moment for some reason, and I watch her through the sliding glass door as she walks down our sidewalk in the backyard. The weather changes from sunny to very windy/dark and then an instant downpour of rain(monsoon?). Then stops just as suddenly. She comes in soaked head to toe and just dumbfounded. My sister (not sure which) was next to me and asked what happened. I responded that I saw it coming. (Felt amused/justified but sorry for her)
Woke up. That's all I can remember.... Been trying to figure it out. Mainly why the destroyed/taken away shelves. Any guesses....
Oh, and it's been a while since I posted I guess... huh?
Current Mood: sleepy
June 12th, 2009
Bubbling up under the surface. Don't fill yourself up too full child, less you bubble over.
Current Mood: distressed
April 12th, 2009
Happy Zombie Jesus Day!
I dunno anything about eggs... but I'm sure brains are on the menu.... BrraAAiinNNZzzz.....
March 19th, 2009
|07:16 pm - I'm not here... this isn't happening|
So... As most of you know now, my good friend, and cousin but more like a brother to Dan (and myself as well), has passed away.
As much as I'd like to say I'm doing okay, but I'm really not handling it well.
It's really fucked up. And quite surreal considering its been pretty much me, Dan, and Annie cleaning up and sorting Keith's place.
All things considered though, as far as I can tell everyone seems to be holding up pretty well, but its super hard on everyone.
Some of you may know how he died, some don't. Really no one can be for certain since we weren't there at the time. We are convinced that what happened was a very unfortunate, tragic accident.
( Somewhat graphic explaination below, please don't read if you don't want details.Collapse )
He passed sometime late Mon. night or early Tues. morning on 3/17. His wishes were to be given a military service with full honors. Also, I believe there will be a wake for family and friends held in his honor sometime in the following weeks. When I know more I will let everyone know.
I know everyone is greiving in their own way, not to mention being very supportive and helpful. I want you guys to know it means a lot, and we're very appreciative of everything.
For myself, I just kind of want to be a loner in this. Needing space to myself and trying to normalize life again.
As Keith would say,"Deal with it punks!"
So I'm trying. As far as getting together with people, there are very few people I can talk about this with, so if you want to hang out, expect a whole lot of awkward silence from me.
I don't really want hugs or sorrys or anything, they tend to make everything flood back, which unless you like or want to make me cry, is not what I need.
Otherwise I'm at a loss for words. We loved him very much, and we'll miss him.
Rest in peace Keith.
Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: Radiohead - How to disappear completely (or song stuck in my head)
March 17th, 2009
|06:49 pm - ..................|
Damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit.
More details when I find out when, why, and I suppose how, though with a gun is kind of obvious.
Current Mood: crushed
February 10th, 2009
|03:43 pm - Oh my achin' Sacroiliac!|
Seriously... I threw out my back at work yesterday. The S.I. joints to be precise. Get me a walker and cane so I can thrash about like an old person. Sheesh. I'm a mess.
In other news I've been working out a lot more recently. I'll have to take it easy now though. Doctors orders, though I feel better when I'm moving around a bit more. Otherwise I get real stiff real quick. Yay for pain medication though! It makes me all unnecessarily warm. or maybe it's the gorgeous weather that we've had for the past couple days. Come on. It's 60 degrees outside and It's the beginning of February. Global warming a myth my ass. Then again... it is Indiana weather. I'm fairly used to it.
I will say though... if it snows another foot and a half I'm getting out towing chains to drag the stupid college students' cars four blocks down the street because think they can park in the middle of College Ave. when the parking spaces aren't plowed (or plowed well in some instances), or they just can't seem to park in snow. DX
Work has been ridiculous lately. I've not been getting very many if any shifts for the past few weeks. And throwing my back out will not help matters. Crap...
I still miss my kitty. I've been pretty recluse since it happened. While she was a "pet" she was also my best friend of sorts. So it's kind of hard when people are asking about me getting another kitty. I'm sure I will at some point though and when I am, I'll ask around and see if people need a good home for a kitty or I'll go to the animal shelter. Spring is generally a good time to go, since they get over stocked real fast. Spay and Neuter your pets kids!!!
Other than that (once I'm okay'd for exercise) I think Ms. Julia and I will be working out once or twice a week. Dan borrowed a Wii Fit from his boss, and it's actually pretty cool. I think we'll be getting one. The plan is to have one of us work with the Wii Fit, while the other uses the recumbent bike, workout ball, or stretch bands for about 30-45 min. take a break and then switch. Or possibly just go for a long walk.
If anyone has any healthy ideas/recipes for snacks or meals it'd be appreciated.
Diet restrictions for me and the Julia are pretty much needs to be vegetarian.
Julia may eat fish (no shell fish), not sure of other restrictions.
Autumn may eat chicken, almonds/peanuts/cashews (no other nuts), does not prefer lentils but will eat in small amounts.
If any one else is interested in this kind of work out let me know. I'd like to try and step up my exercising to 4-5 times a week. And it'd be fun to just hang out and chat, or play other games after.
Well, see you around kids! *shakes cane* OooohhHHHoooohhhh.... My Sacroiliac!!!
Current Mood: indescribable
November 2nd, 2008
|01:05 am - She was a fucking great cat.. Heres to Chloe. Hip Hip MEOW!|
So, as some of you knew, my kitty was pretty sick. We almost lost her about 3 months ago.
She rebounded, but had kidney deterioration, which meant, basically it would get to her someday.
She took a turn for the worst this week and stopped eating/drinking, and spit up anything she was given. We put her to sleep this afternoon and buried her in my parents backyard.
I love my Chloe very much. She was my baby and will be missed.
I'm understandably shaken, and distraught, so I apologize if I avoid the subject further until I can cope with it a bit better.
Just thought some of you would like to know.
Current Mood: crushed
July 19th, 2008
|12:09 am - so... AWESOME! 0_0;;|
And I know you'll all love it! It's made by Joss Whedon (Firefly/Serenity/Buffy/etc...etc.)
Stars Neal Patrick Harris (Dougie Houser anyone??), Nathan Fillion, and Felicia Day.
I'm excited for the next episode! XD
Ok... I'm a dork. but it's super awesome. Go watch! Watch it now!!!!
Current Mood: hyper
April 12th, 2008
|08:36 pm - For it being almost seven years... it's probably about time|
So... most of you already know, but for those that don't. I'll be a married woman less than 2 weeks from now. April 25th. Yay!
So many people I know are getting married this year.
Wanted to say congrats to those of you that are! I hope 2008 is going to bring good luck to all of us!
March 19th, 2008